complicated

today… a strange thought is running around my head.. why ?? why didn’t i burn in rage ?? why didn’t i drown in anger ?? such a strange feeling,, instead of blaming anyone,, or anything,, i choose to be calm,, and strangely, it works,, now i didn’t think of her anymore.. well., i do actually, but sometimes.. just sometimes,, not more,, whooaaaa,, i’m sure that i still care for her,, it’s just now i realize,, loving doesn’t always means having,, i do feel something is hollow and empty inside of me,, but then a greater feeling comes in my mind,, she is happy now,, now i know the answer,, it’s because she is happy with her choice now,, it is more than enough to close the big hole she left in my heart,, may u’r happyness were really with him,, thanks for all the time we share,, and maybe we’ll be together in the next life,,